12/13/10

sometimes rant.

sometimes, i think about going back to school... 
...but then i remember i hate school. and that i'm no good at it. and that its expensive.
and then i think "eh. its probably better that i'm not in school."

sometimes, i think about traveling the world...
...and then i smile. because i know, someday i will.

sometimes, i wonder what it'd be like to be someone else for a day...
...and then i think about all the movies i've seen where people trade places for a day and how grateful they are, when its all said and done, that they are just them and not someone else. then i wonder if its really like that. would i really be eager to just be me again, or would i enjoy being someone else?

sometimes, i think about jensen ross ackles...
...that's a lie. i always think about jra. ;)

sometimes, i wonder if i'll ever achieve my dreams...
...or if they will always just be a dream.

sometimes, i think "if i just had more money..."
...but then i know if i had more money, i'd be thinking "if in only had [this] or [that]" because the human race is never just grateful and content. they are always wanting. and i am a human.

sometimes, i feel like i'll never be happy again...
...but then when i am happy again, i know that being sad allows one to feel happy, so then, i'm grateful for sad.
even if it does suck.

sometimes, i get so tired that i just sit and think about going to bed...
...rather than actually going to bed.

sometimes, i smile for no reason.
those are the best times.

*all pictures (except for the one of me) courtesy of weheartit. what a cop out, i know. ugh.

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4 comments:

Summer {Bisfor...} said...

i think it is healthy to have these things go through your mind. it helps to keep you from being stagnant even if you cannot accomplish something right away.

Deer Little Fawn said...

Cute post! :)

Hannah Elizabeth said...

this is amazing. I love the suitcase picture. and you're right, we never are satisfied.

heart this and you. we are kindred spirits.

connally said...

love this♥ and all the lovely photos and thoughts.
[psst...my roommate read this first and was like "you guys are the same person!!" it made me giggle.
especially in love with the guitar+teddy bear+suitcase girl♥