sometimes rant.

sometimes, i think about going back to school... 

...but then i remember i hate school. and that i'm no good at it. and that its expensive.

and then i think "eh. its probably better that i'm not in school."

sometimes, i think about traveling the world...

...and then i smile. because i know, someday i will.

sometimes, i wonder what it'd be like to be someone else for a day...

...and then i think about all the movies i've seen where people trade places for a day and how grateful they are, when its all said and done, that they are just them and not someone else. then i wonder if its really like that. would i really be eager to just be me again, or would i enjoy being someone else?

sometimes, i think about jensen ross ackles...

...that's a lie. i always think about jra. ;)

sometimes, i wonder if i'll ever achieve my dreams...

...or if they will always just be a dream.

sometimes, i think "if i just had more money..."

...but then i know if i had more money, i'd be thinking "if in only had [this] or [that]" because the human race is never just grateful and content. they are always wanting. and i am a human.

sometimes, i feel like i'll never be happy again...

...but then when i am happy again, i know that being sad allows one to feel happy, so then, i'm grateful for sad.

even if it does suck.

sometimes, i get so tired that i just sit and think about going to bed...

...rather than actually going to bed.

sometimes, i smile for no reason.

those are the best times.

*all pictures (except for the one of me) courtesy of weheartit. what a cop out, i know. ugh.